ahhh, somewhere where i can actually write down my true thoughts.... so we didn't see the space shuttle take off today. it got canceled due to some technical difficulties. today was hell. i'm getting so fucking annoyed with my mom. she's fuckin retarded! she can't figure out how to do anything right. and she's embarrassing. idk, someimes she's fun to be with, and a lot of times i wanna smack her. she can't even figure out how to use a remote car starter for christ's sake. after all the hell of driving around trying to find some place to park to watch this thing, before knowing that it was canceled, this guy told us and we just went to look for a beach to swim at. we went to satelite beach, which sucks. its filled with huge rocks that hurt your shins when you least expect it. so we finally went to melbourne beach. i miss my baby. i wanna go home and see him. i also would really like to shit, but apparently i'm unable... my fuckin guts hurt right now. i need to poop! anyways, i missed him before the plane even took off to come here. i realized how much i was going to miss him. i'm doing other things with my time so i'm not sitting and twittling my thumbs. but sometimes during the day i think about him and i wish i could jump in bed with him and have sex lol. ok, i'm too tired to keep writing. goodnight.